today while waiting for teachers to arrive for an afternoon meeting, i decided to log in to check my results and to my utter surprise, I got excellence for both papers in my penilaian tahap kecekapan.  What a wonderful birthday gift.  This really makes up for all the disappointments, the mis-appointments....i am now the highest paid senior teacher without a post. strange, huh? those who are holding posts are actually my juniors or my peers...somehow, they have forgotten about me when it comes to promotions. Well, God is gracious and fair and He has given me this excellent result twice.